Sunday, November 2, 2014

Blessing Basking ~ Day 2


Today I am grateful for a lovely, relaxing day spent with family.  
We gathered at hubby's parents' celebrate our guys birthdays 
just a wee bit later than expected.  

Grinning because we had originally planed 
to get together 3 weeks ago, 
but our newest member, baby Noah, arrived early.  

Reckon he just *really* wanted to be at the party, too?  

Yep, I think so, too!  :)


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Blessing Basking ~ Day 1


(I am writing very late tonight, which I know is ok. Smiling softly because even so, somehow the timing feels exactly right for the blessing I want to name this evening.)

Today I am so grateful for the deep and steady comfort I experience from the blessing of the Communion of Saints. There have been more times than I could possibly count (many of them while in a hospital bed in a room all by myself) when, for whatever reasons, those physically here couldn't be with me during an especially excruciating part. When I remembered (because sometimes it takes a while when we're in the thick of it and/or sometimes we just really, *really* need a person to be God with skin for us), it was during many of those moments that I took great comfort in knowing that those who have gone on before me are able to be with, care for, and love me ... still.

(Just as I still care for and love them.)

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November Blessing Basking ~ Intro


As a way to mindfully prepare for Thanksgiving, it has become my cherished November tradition to notice a blessing to count each day. Smiling softly because I've found that when I make the time to intentionally give thanks, especially when done over a period of days and weeks, I find myself quite naturally feeling very blessed indeed.

I've also discovered that it's important that I be honest and sincere. If the fact that a difficult day is finally over is all I can come up with, then I honor and name that, trustin' (and practicin'!) it is Enough. To do anything else like forcing it, sugar-coating it, and/or beating myself up, only leads to me feeling worse and that is so *not* the purpose of this gentle practice.

If you'd like to join me on this journey, please know that your company will be most welcome.
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Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Thankful Tuesday



Today I am thankful for:

1.  Heartwarming visit with a kind friend via Hangout.
2.  Feeling heard and loved, exactly where I am.
3.  Gentle reminders that Enough can be practiced even here.
4.  Making a point to catch rest in the snippets available.
5.  Blessed calmness descending
6.  A perfectly gorgeous Fall afternoon
7.  Silly snapchats with a dear sister.
8.  Relaxation that comes from focused work.
9.  Being willing to do something and then not having to.
10.  Discovery of a surprise being sent my way.
11. Healing balm that is quiet time.
12. Writing my way home.

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Sunday, October 19, 2014

St Francis and the Sow

I needed this poem today and plan to keep it close in the next little while 
so thought I'd share it here, too.

Saint Francis and the Sow
By Galway Kinnell

The bud
stands for all things,
even for those things that don’t flower,
for everything flowers, from within, of self-blessing;
though sometimes it is necessary
to reteach a thing its loveliness,
to put a hand on its brow
of the flower
and retell it in words and in touch
it is lovely
until it flowers again from within, of self-blessing;
as Saint Francis
put his hand on the creased forehead
of the sow, and told her in words and in touch
blessings of earth on the sow, and the sow
began remembering all down her thick length,
from the earthen snout all the way
through the fodder and slops to the spiritual curl of the tail,
from the hard spininess spiked out from the spine
down through the great broken heart
to the sheer blue milken dreaminess spurting and shuddering
from the fourteen teats into the fourteen mouths sucking and blowing beneath them:
the long, perfect loveliness of sow.


May we all be assured 
(and reassured and retaught if need be) 
of our beauty. 

May we gently lean 
into the flowering of self-blessing 
from our "creased forehead" 
all the way to the "spiritual curl of [our] tail" 
and into our "great broken heart" . . . 

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Saturday, October 18, 2014

Long Week


It was a long week, 
emotionally, 
for me. 

Yesterday afternoon 
there were tears. 

Just wanting to honor 
and witness the truth. 

My truth.

(your presence
is welcome, too)

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