Groaning

Choked heart longs to sing
but either they don't listen
(or worse, interrupt)
(or worse still, interrupt
and don't ever come back)
or I don't.

Baby angels are kind
and mean well ~
but their offerings
just don't quite
hit the mark
or fill hungry heart

Old circle long gone
a necessary change
But it *was* community ...
hopefully new will,
in time,
be even more.

It just takes time, love,
and the groaning is real.
Can you let it all be,
honor it (and you) and trust?

I'm willing, Mama, please help?

Yes, of course, Star-dearest.
Of course.

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