Friday, July 29, 2016

July 29 :: Something Blue

Sweet little guardian companion, 
always watching over me as I drive 
(and when I ride). 

πŸ’™

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Wednesday, July 27, 2016

July 27 :: Food

Have I mentioned lately that ice cream is my favorite food group? πŸ™ƒ
.........

Plus!  It's "Miracle Treat Day" at Dairy Queen 
so $1.00 was donated to Children's Miracle Network Hospitals. 🍦

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Rough Start

Rough Start

(Feeling unconsidered once again)
(because I was)

Back at my desk and taking a moment
to gather all the love I've tucked around me.

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Tuesday, July 26, 2016

July 26 :: Nature

The little stream that feeds into our neighborhood "lake" 
(which is really more of a pond. πŸ˜‰)

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Monday, July 25, 2016

July 25 :: Random Photo

Long beloved pine heart table 
and sweet little country potpourri basket 
(a treasured wedding gift!) 
backlit by warm, late afternoon light. 

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Sunday, July 24, 2016

July 24 :: Black and White



Our last morning here for my beloved Uncle's funeral. 
(So, *so* grateful we came)

Black and White #2 
A walking bridge over the Arkansas River 
not far from the 
Clinton Presidential Library 
in Little Rock.

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Saturday, July 23, 2016

We Three Kings

Last night we had the pleasure of dining with The Three Kings!  

πŸ‘‘

It still cracks me up to see how tickled my hubby is.  
He's the King on the right.  

πŸ™ƒ

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My dearest Uncle Tom

Such a patient, wise, and kind-hearted man 
who loved his family deeply. 

I shall miss him so. 

❤️

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Friday, July 22, 2016

July 22 :: Shadow ❤️


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Heber Springs Bound

When my Uncle Tom died I had a real sense that I needed to be there for his funeral.

Not only is he very special to me,
I am so *hungry* for stories of our family 
and, 
with my Moma dying almost 20 years ago, 
I can no longer ask her.

But.
 I can ask her siblings.

So off we went.


A piece of our rental car's trim came loose so made an unexpected stop to get it fixed. 


The Arkansas line snuck up on us and we missed it!

The moon followed and watched over us throughout our whole trip.  Good thing. A critter
ran out in front of us and hubby wasn't able to miss it. So that piece of trim that came loose
on our rental car earlier and we stopped to have it fixed back in Birmingham?  Well, it's
loose again.

But under her watchful eye, we made it safe and sound. 

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And the Deer (Angels) continue to show up.

Smiling warmly because when I called our insurance company earlier this week to adjust 
our coverage to include our rental for this trip, the kind agent said that, as we'd been talking,
she'd been watching a sweet little fawn outside of their office window!

Then, our trip in had several glitches ... all more on the smallish side but had to be worked 
thru before we could continue on ... and we pulled into the hotel at 12:52 a.m. this morning 
(1:52 a.m. our time). Not too long before we arrived here, a doe crossed the road in front of 
us. 

As I sat resting in a hot bath this morning, a fond smile spread. What if all of the "glitches" 
were timed so that this dear little one would be crossing the winding country road at just the 
right time?

Indeed, it appears that all is well.


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Wednesday, July 20, 2016

July 20 :: Smile

Cute-as-a-button little one 
flew in from across the miles 
carrying cheerful birthday greetings 
from my sweet sister and her family. 

Tickled to report that 10 years later 
(plus 2 months πŸ˜‰), 
she's still gifting me with 
big-as-the-prairie-sky smiles.  

❤️ 

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Tuesday, July 19, 2016

July 19 :: Mirror

Driving by this wooded area in our neighborhood feels like a breath of fresh air, especially 
when coming home in the afternoon.

And a few weeks ago?  A young doe crossed in front of me on my way to work just around 
the bend in my mirror. In doing some googling, I was so tickled to discover that some believe 
that "When deer are present, it is sure that there are angels nearby."

Yes!

❤️

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Sunday, July 17, 2016

National Ice Cream Day

Yay for National Ice Cream Day!!  

Have I mentioned lately that ice cream 
is my very favorite food group?  

πŸ˜‰

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July 17 :: Outfit of the day

Above all else, clothe yourselves with love, 
which ties everything together in unity. 
Col 3:14

(When this prompt came up again, 
I wanted to play with it a little bit <wink>)

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Blessed Comfort of Daily Mass

There's something so special for me, and has been since I was a small girl, about daily 
mass.

The pace is easier and the seats are usually filled with gray heads, creaking joints, kind 
smiles, and big hearts that have seen and withstood many a trial. Some of the wrinkled 
hands hold prayer books while others caress rosary beads, worn beautiful from being 
fingered for decades. Knowing these dearly beloved elderly people gather daily to pray 
on our behalf brings me deep, indescribable comfort.

Smiling softly as I've been a member of this parish long enough now to witness the 
changing of the guard, so to speak, as my parents' generation (and younger!) are now t
he majority in the seats. One day, which may be here sooner than I imagine, it will be 
my turn.

Until then, it is such a joy for me to join them on a beautiful summer morning.

(It would be disrespectful to take a photo during mass so this was afterwards.)

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I posted this a year ago on Facebook 
and was surprised to see that I hadn't shared it here.

Remedying that right now.  
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Saturday, July 16, 2016

July 16 :: Morning

As the sun begins to rise, 
the birds are starting to stir, 
singing their greetings of Hope to one another 
as they gather breakfast for their babies. 

❤️

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Friday, July 15, 2016

Gentle Guardians



Holding space
Whispering prayers
Sending love

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July 15 :: A Special Photo

I love this visual reminder that 
angels are always watching over us, 
no matter the place or time, day or night. 

❤️

On Wednesday we lost Aunt Mary Cecelia on Daddy's side 
(his eldest brother, Bob's, widow) 
and this morning we lost Uncle Tom, 
Moma's little brother. 

Uncle Tom is the one I knew best
and who is the harder loss by far.

Smiling softly thru tears as I imagine the other circle of love 
that has been gathered around all of us all along, 
anxiously awaiting their turn to once again 
give him giant bear hugs and welcome him home. 

What a celebration that must be now that his pain and suffering are over... 
reckon he's dancin' right about now?

Still . . . 

Ohhhhhh, Uncle Tom. I do love you so 
and I shall miss you! 

Holding on to the Hope that, one day, we will all see you again. 
May God bless us in our grief and hold us as we cry... 

May they both rest in peace 
and may the angels continue to watch over us 
and hold us tenderly in their prayers. 

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Thursday, July 14, 2016

Angel Watch-Keeping

Morning Watch

Afternoon Ally

Night Shift.


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July 14 :: Outfit of the Day πŸ™ƒ

While I felt a little silly,
I didn't want to let my goddaughter down.

She's been a good sport with 
lists of photo prompts that I've found
and I want to do the same for and with her.

Ah, more good practice, yes?

Yes.

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Wednesday, July 13, 2016

July 13 :: Photo at an Angle

Cherish Heart(s)

πŸ’•

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It was interesting to notice How. Much. I. Struggled. with this prompt!  I had such a hard 
time settling on something I was willing to let be at an angle.  

The angel hanging from my rear-view mirror?  No. She looks like she's flying crooked. 

My mug?  Nope. Looks like my water will all spill out. 

The trees on my way home? Well, that's jus' wrong!  πŸ™ƒ

And those are all photos I actually tried!!  πŸ˜‰

It's all grist for the mill.  

πŸ’•  

Meaning it's good to be aware of my discomfort and, when I can, it never hurts to try 
nudging myself a little bit outside my comfort zone. 

And on the days when I just can't because I find order to be a soothing comfort that 
I need?  

Well, that really is ok, too. 

Because you know what?  There will always be another opportunity. 

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Waiting and Watching

I'm up and have been sitting with my candles, praying my prayer for Uncle Tom, and smiling
softly remembering that this is Grandma Martin's birthday, all while trustin' that means she 
is even closer than before (if that's possible), watching over her precious boy and waiting with 
us.

When I did get on the computer, I had a note from my aunt quietly letting me know that the 
Hospice nurse has told Jacque, Uncle Tom's wife, that it's probably a matter of days now. 

I was reminded in a book last night that it used to be that folks making pilgrimages to holy 
places carried them so often that a scallop shell became their symbol. As I was setting up my 
little tableau in honor of our dear Uncle Tom this morning, it seemed right to include one or 
two. 

May this, his last pilgrimage be blessed and peaceful.

Placing my heart on my hand and closing my eyes, all while sending much love and fierce 
hugs to him and those of us who love him.

(I had intended on saying "hand on my heart" but on further reflection, I love the tenderness
and deep ache in the image of leaning over and placing my heart on my open hands.  Yes.  
I think I'll leave it be just as it is.)

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Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Stunning Summer Sunset

Perfect ending to a food-truck picnic supper. 

❤️

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July 12 :: Sunglasses

The girls have their sunglasses on, 
are buckled up tight, and headed to work. 

It was a hot one this morning.
But as for Miss Rachel Bear and me?

We're cool as cucumbers. 

😎 πŸ˜‰

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Monday, July 11, 2016

Blessing for Uncle Tom

I love John O'Donohue's Blessing for the Dying 
so much and longed to say it to Uncle Tom myself.

If there is such a thing as an "open video" 
(in lieu of an "open letter"), 
that is what this gift is intended to be: 


Still waiting, watching, loving and praying 
from here in our part of this big circle of love.

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July 11 :: What I wish for . . .

. . . (and so long for) . . . 

. . . is to be able to spend time 
with my beautifully precious Moma. 

We'd laugh,
 we'd cry, 
we'd talk, 
we'd be, 
we'd sing, 
we'd dance, 
and 
we'd share many a huge hug. 

πŸ’•

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Breath of Beauty

And, as a dear friend commented on Facebook,
"There's that blue medicine again."

Yes.

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Sunday, July 10, 2016

July 10 :: Colorful

This is my beautiful patchwork quilt made especially for me by my sister, Lisa. 

With so many of our other family members, as a gift of her time and talent, she's expertly 
guided each one in making a quilt of their very own. From helping them to select well-
coordinated fabrics, carefully cutting out all of the pieces, and then patiently sewing them 
together, she's been there every step of the way, always the enthusiastic and encouraging 
teacher. 

With us living so far away and our visits back always going so fast, she delighted me with 
this wonderful surprise several years ago. 

Knowing how much I miss our family and our shared history with the Texas prairie, she 
intentionally chose farm-themed fabrics and stitched them together with love.  I'm so very 
proud of her sweet gift and enjoy seeing it hanging from its place of honor every single day 
from right here in my chair. 

❤️

And would you believe, she asks with a warm twinkle, that I'm still finding the smiles she 
so thoughtfully pieced, pressed, and tucked inside?

Yes. 
I thought you might. 
πŸ˜‰

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Thursday, July 7, 2016

Godspeed, Dear Uncle Tom

My Uncle Tom is on my heart and in my thoughts and prayers this morning. Received 
word that after a very long and arduous struggle with cancer he has been referred to 
hospice care.  

Smiling softly, trusting that his big sister (my Moma), along with so many others that he 
loves and who love him are gathering at the pearly gates, ready to joyfully receive him and 
show him around.  (I take *such* deep comfort in the concept of the Communion of Saints, especially at times like these.)

Your love and prayers would be most welcome at this sad and very holy "thin place" in the 
life of our family.   

❤️

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Wednesday, July 6, 2016

July 06 :: Favorite Color

Midnight Blue has long been a favorite color of mine. Whenever I look at my lotus flower 
candle holder and all of the wonderful variations of this beautiful shade, it brings a contented 
smile to find myself sighing deeply and peacefully. 

Can color be medicine?

Yes. I think so. 

πŸ’•

Smiling because when I sent this to my goddaughter, she asked me why it was my favorite
color.  I appreciated her invitation to explore more.

I love it for it's richness and depth which I find soothing, probably because it reminds me
of the vast prairie sky that I was raised under and still deeply love.

Well, that, and, she adds with a twinkly grin, the color is also one that looks really good on
me so that's nice too. 

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Tuesday, July 5, 2016

July 05 :: Song I Love Right Now

by Ben Rector

. ❤️ . ❤️ . ❤️ .

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Monday, July 4, 2016

July 04 :: 4th of July

Testing her wings under Papa's ever-watchful eye. 

❤️

(I love this one so much)


Fun with Sparklers
 πŸŽ‰ πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ ❤️ πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ πŸŽ‰

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Sunday, July 3, 2016

Saturday, July 2, 2016

July 02 :: Someone I Love

My dear goddaughter 
right after her confirmation on
May 7, 2016.

❤️

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